"You say you love rain but you open your umbrella. You say you love the
sun but you find a shadow spot. You say you love wind but you close your
windows. This is why I am afraid when you say you
yourself ." You haven't wasted time when things don't
work out. Yes, time has passed, and you can't get it back, but now,
everything that happened taught you: you are worth so much more than
that. You have started to see that even though letting go was one of the
hardest things you have ever had to do, now, you can focus on the path
before you. Now, you can now take deep breaths knowing
that the mere fact that you're here means your story isn't over yet.
Please, go to therapy!